Unforgettable lunch

Why do lesbians are hot and just attractive? Its like teasing the guys literally.

Anyways, i had unforgettable lunch today. My friend actually confesses she is proudly gay, and to be honest, i even thought she has a steady boyfriend! She is indeed beautiful, and i had my guy friend asking me to link him to her. . too bad she is taken now huh??! And she is very loyal to her partner..

im not sure why i was the one blushing, i guess i could not cope with the sin she is engulf by her act. Owh well, i must have a welcoming/listening face that makes people just open up and talk to me.

Im not complaining.

10km charity run

I did it! 10km in 1hr 17minutes...or was the route is less than 10km that i thought? Hah!

It was in the name of charity, and im glad i did it.. my bf was asking me to not do it, as i was recovering from the netball fatigue on Saturday. But hey, i ended my weekend with 10km run on Sunday, not bad huh? :)

Thats me with my colleague a.k.a running buddies, not much of buddies i guess, as they both are the top-10 runners, and i was left wayyyy behind compared to them. all of them completed the 10km in less than 1 hour. boo..........

At least one of them went back to search for me and accompany me to the finishing line.. awww ... thats just sweet aint it?

Mum was surprised at my infinity stamina..hihi!

Netball’s bench warmer

I attended 2 netball matches over two weekend, with daily job in between..beat that.. even the pro would need a recovery days in between.
Some pics from the event

This is the netball

I was asked to be the last minute MC, hence i was at the background during the closing ceremony.

This pic is somewhat multicultural..i like it.

Some in the action pics.

Thats us against the Brunei Shell , we beat them once to get to the final, and again to be the champion!

Lots of pic suggest that i was the photographer, and yeah, coz i was the benchwarmer too.. :)

The winning team pic.......us!

Zzzzzzzzz.........

Fine i’ll admit. I have a sleeping problem.
I don’t have enough sleep! I woke up at 4.45am e.v.e.r.y.d.a.y!

I tried to sleep at 10pm (rarely), i’ll woke up at 4.45 am !
I tried to sleep at 12 midnight, i’ll woke up at 4.45 am !!
I tried to sleep at 2am, i’ll still woke up at 4.45 am !!!

I tried to console myself, to the thought that i may have a guardian angel..tapi time aku tak boleh semayang why am i wide awake too? Post 4.45 i will be as fresh and going back to sleep is not an option. Funny is, i don’t get sleepy during the day, but i was told that lacking of sleep makes you gained weight..sigh.. i hate this math.

Support free trade

Have you ever being selective in pasar, scan around and look for some small stall makcik, and opt to buy bawang from her instead of the established stalls. These makcik usually don’t even have a table to display her goods, mainly just lay it on the guni sack.

I just did that, coz i like to have free trade, not some big shot buying cheaper from the middleman who bought it even cheaper from the farmer. I’d like to have less complex stages of transaction. the penny should go directly to the person who dig the ground.

Farmer to customer.

And that explains why i don’t pay rm10 for a cup of coffee in starbucks.

Family tree

If i ever have amnesia, this blog should be helpful.

My great grandfather, actually owns a strip of beach, where the salt making industry sets in.. and the salt should come from the sea saltwater.. pretty obvious ! This scene sets in Thailand in early 1900’s.

My great grandfather, is actually a merchant that migrates and settles in slightly southern thailand, and in disguide trying to blend in with the local, did not disclose his country of origin. All i know is that he does not look like asian man. He embrace muslim, and married local thai lady,that is my great grandmom. My great grand dad muslim name was Wan Awang.

Upon having a son, a grown up man that is my grandfather (Wan Ismail) , decided to move to slightly south to malaysia right after my mom (Wan Ubaidah) was born in 1953. Upon malaysia gain independance in 1957, my granddad becomes malaysian nationality officially. This explain how part of me is from thailand, and i still cant understand it when my distant cousin talks to me in thais, coz i understand nothing.. a friend suggested me to pick thai language. maybe i should. Half of my relatives are still there anyways!!!!

Most of my cousin names starts with ”Wan”, thats because they marry another Wan to continue the legacy.. well, my mom married the non-Wan people, hence i did not carry the name.. imagine Wan F@rah F@xxxxx ..thats mouthful!

im glad they make the move to malaysia, rather than thailand.. i still wonder where does my great grandfather comes from, and why did he hide his identity and settles in thailand.. so when sumone ask me where im from.. based on my looks.. i cant help much but to say, im asian. A mixture of some.

As for my dad;s side, my grandmum is chinese. My granddad is malay, and that seeds me in small eyes feature i guess. Im a malaysian-thais and some unknown mixture.. and i just realise tht today..

sayang

aku sayang kat kau......... especially when you cakap kita dah hampir setahun.. hmm.. betul tu.

everything seems new; now that i got this new pair of eyes..

aku sayang kat kau..

terima kasih sebab menerima aku seadanya.. and i thot aku takkan selamanya terima lelaki melayu... you proved it wrong.

kerja sampai hidup

receive and email from my boss, noting that my next project will be about.. cool!~ another deepwater oilfield development project. second big one for this year.(shit!im scared)

p/s: i hate to be called orang competent..unless its proven so. popping the wine before tha fat lady sings is unwelcoming.

anyways..
i have few demotivating remarks from people around me.. telling me how they think i should reduce/not run anymore.
including a suprise suprise email from him.. hah! kau takmau girlfriend kau kurus ke? ;O
some says i am straining my body..wow..... or perhaps they are plain jealous that i am in series of being healthy and they are not?? :P i'll take it that way definately!

cherrious people..26th july i have 10k catagory for charity run... and 18th july i am playing netball for kerang lawan petronas ..bluek bluek..im healthy and u cant stop me.

unsaid

certain things are better left unsaid.

:D

stolen pic from the website....
caption: in agony to the finishing line..

so i received 4 emails by far from virgin runners registering for upcoming marathons..and how he/she/they are inspired by me. ME! i dont mind being the fatty girl who runs to lose weight while inspiring others along the way.... :D